I wish I just stop being a terrible person. But I guess this is really just a part of being myself. I don't think I could go on lying to myself only because I'm sorry for other people. 21 years and 4 months of trying to pattern the way I should look, the way I should behave on other people's demands and sensitivities...
It's like - one day of every week - I get punched. And more often than not, life's boxing skills knock me out. Each time I try to get back up, I feel as though the strength I use to stand up again is the last shred. But I keep fighting. Throwing counter punches half of the time. Rolling with it, the other...
Tagalog to (mostly) para maintindihan mo! Haha Hindi ako fan ni Jane kahit noong nasa Outside World pa siya. Oo't noong nakita ko ang Star Magic Catalogue 2011 nagGM pa ako na siya ang pinakamanda dun peru hanggang dun lng yun. Gaya ng lahat, nagulat akong nag-audition pala siya at ngayon nga'y naging isa sa mga housemates ng Pinoy Big Brother All In....
Dear You, Hi! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU. I wish you really are happy today because apart from the given fact that it's all what we strive for, you deserve it. You're 21 now. I heard you were supposed to throw the first party you wanted for yourself. But now that you're 21, I expect you to be mature enough to understand that life...
I'm a murderer. I do not go about killing the traditional ways, though. No swords, no guns, no bow and an arrow. Not even a rock and a slingshot. It's one of the witchy ways, only minus the needles, the cauldrons, and voodoo dolls. I only use words. I kill people with my words. But there is not a pattern followed in particular, no...
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Perhaps, I will never truly belong anywhere. Max Ehrmann's poem tells us to 'avoid loud and aggressive persons' for 'they are vexatious to the spirit.' Even though I can also be seen as a loud and aggressive person, I took inspiration in his poem and tried to really avoid people of those type immediately after reading it. Somewhere inside of me is a...
Sometimes, our voices never come out. Most of the time, our voices are never heard. Our whispers are no more than whispers. Our shouts become shouts into the void. People will always have something to say about us however we may act, however we may behave. And oftentimes, they'd think they're right about their opinions. If you say something, they'd think you're rather defensive....
It all started in school. After two years of being a college drop-out, I decided to pursue my course again. I had nothing else in mind other than my survival because school is not cool at all for me. Then there was you, sitting silent on that one chair, from the opposite side. My eyes lit up. The room lit up. And the...
I watched the earth in its pitch blackness with the sky embellished with scintillating stars. I watched them glimmer at me as I breathed the freshest breeze of dawn. I watched the sky slowly lose the stars and turn into a bluish darkness. I listened to the haphazard crowing of the kings of each mornings. Some vivid, some muffled by the distance. I...
